Inviduality Vs Behaviour

Why do we behave?
It is to be with and live with soceity.

Society??? What is it? Mainly grouped with people.
Why do we have to learn in first case to behave and to want others to behave?
Well, people from one culture are brought up or grown up in a paricular method or by set of rules, so as others.
As long as you are not moving in with different culture people, you might not get chance to behave.
To avoid culutural combat, we (people across all cultures) adopted to a certain behaviour, so that no one annoys others.

Makes Sense!!
Do you mean an individual doesn't own any behaviour model?
No, he does own the same model that of his culture.
To communicate among persons of same culture/community, he might need to learn,
from parents or schools, of how to behave.

All right!
Then, what is wrong with behaviour?
There is no harm in behaving as long as it does not kill one's individuality.

Okay, how does one identify that his behaviour is dominating his individuality?
Symptoms are, one does not enjoy with himself.
It is difficult to be alone.
He/She can not spend time with out thinking for atleast 5 minutes.
And so on...

Be an individual.

Till I find the forgotten 'Me'

Spirituality - An investigation into myself, to know exactly what I am.
Once I realized that I am not what I appear,
Not what I think,
Not what I do not think,
I am not what my silence sybolizes,
But something uncomprhensive at this moment,

Interest raised, curiosity is exponentially incresed,
To know what I am,
To know wether was I a caterpillar,
And wether this current form is transformed butterfly or something else,

When I sit observing my breath,
All thoughts disappear,
No questions exists - does not mean that they were answered!

I wait....
I wiat...till I find my lost 'me'!

A disease called EGO

Waiting for it to be cured!

'Life' Style

Style is an artifact,cosmetic,

Life is a flow,perplex,

Life has not changed since its existance,

But styles did not stop changing from time to time,

Life,unless lived,can not be understood.

Styles are applied on top of life.

My moods

My moods are varied,
and there are several types.

I myself get surprised,
The way mood gives light to life.

There are certain flexible patterns which my mind exhibits in cycles.
A new mood a day, makes me the life interesting and perplexing.

“Gap of detachment”

“No world exists without me,
I am, therefore the world is.”

“World existed before my arrival,
It will exist after I leave it”

However, I sense it now this way:
“I am not in the world now,
Gap of detachment is observed between the world and me”

Few jiffies of life as stated below:

Not recollecting any memories, of happiness, joy,
Neither inspiring incidents nor happenings,

Not in the clutches of others' opinions,
Nor expecting comments or complements,

Not getting stuck in the play of literature,
Not to be puzzled by the logics,

Just wandering in aloneness,
As a vagabond with out any thoughts,

Misplaced myself

Seldom,
I miss people,
I miss whom I love,
I miss who love me,

Rarely,
I long for people,
And break my emotions in to pieces,
Finally, for the first time,
Discovered that missing and longing is disorder, or/and inability of mind.

Recently,
I am missed,
Misplaced from my regular mental frames,
Those frames of mind, which did fulfill the need of emotional mirror.

I din't receive any invitation to my birthday!

If I were not here,
If I were not taken birth,
What could have happened?

If I am absent,
If there is nobody called 'myself',
What could have happened?

It is not difficult to give birth to human,
So as mine took place,
With out great difficulty,
With out my knowledge,
No is invitation is sent to me for my own birth,
Not even a small intimation!

What if I knew I would take birth?

Sudden Permanent Paradigm Shift

A new world has been perceived,
In my aloneness,
Aloneness has taken the form of Infinity,
Infinity - Limitless, and Hopeless,
Where past is disconnected and forgotten,

Same old path way appears altogether new,
Rhythmic response to every foot step,
Breathe being the whistling,

I am blessed and bestowed by:
Every thing surrounded,
Plants, trees and flowers,
Puppies, school kids,
Vegetable merchants,
Servant maids,
Birds and the rest,
Are showering their friendliness,

Ashtavakra

It is certain that we are not doer nor the enjoyer,

Happening is to the mind, an object

Consciousness is present all the time,

We, the thinking minds, are unaware of it.

This is one of the beutiful quotes from Ashtavakra

Oh expansive one!

Religion and and atheism, happiness and misery all are of the

mind, they are not for you.

You are not the doer nor the enjoyer.

You have always been liberated!

You are the one observer of all, and in reality always free.

Your bondage is this: you see the other - not yourself - as the observer. --Ashtavakra

We are passing the days,

No, days are leading us,

We are least bothered about the destination, so as the source,

Lives are being led and pushed.

Hot Tea - Begining of a cool day

Get up in the morning,
Have tea home or either go to a tea stall near by,

make tea....preferably ginger tea
sit in lobby, on floor with keeping knees close to you,
have sip by sip,
finish the tea, till no sip is left.

Start your day...
"kal ho naho"