Monday, June 23, 2008

Void, Emptiness, and Nothingness;

I find myself in Void.
I see emptiness filled in me.
Appears scary in first glance…
By and by I realize that is my trueness;


Other than void and emptiness, nothing appeals more than nothingness,
All relationships, deeds, activities are just superficial,

I am what Void is,
I am where emptiness is everything;
Off late, I frequently visit my new home called Emptiness..

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Copy of 'Me'

A cloudy evening in Redmond,
Walking back home from work,

Nearing my home, a few minutes away,
I see, a copy of Me (Venkat, my name in short), has went forward and unlocked the door,
Double checked myself, Am I here or really reached home and went inside,
I figured out, ’Me’ still walking to unlock the door;

"I tried to analyze, why this did happen:
A copy of me running ahead and unlocking the door;
No apparent reason was figured out, so the incident forgotten"

Again, after couple of weeks,
It happened, Copy of me re-appeared,
At the same scenario, and same gestures,
Copy of me went ahead and unlocked the door,
This time I really observed the incident deeply,
Yes, there is a Copy of Venkat went ahead;
But unlocking the door is not real; it did not really take place; it is virtual;
Opening the door has happened inside me, it is not just a thought or a mind game;

This incident has truly unlocked untouched, unopened and unseen doors in me;
Since then I see a Copy of Venkat, try to differentiate the one I think actually IS and the Copy Venkat.
Still trying to locate who is where;
Meditating to recognize the Actual Venkat and Formed Venkat

Let me see, when I can update you with this Test Results!!