Sunday, September 14, 2008

Body: A dress

Body is a dress,
Yes, what I am recognized by most today is my dress that I wear this time.
I am clothed with this body,
Unlike my cotton or other clothes, this cloth is unique,
It can change, it can grow, it can react to my treatment,
It has simple sine curve,
It begins when you ought to take a form,
Since then it takes differen forms as the time passes,
If you are conscious about this dressed body;It passes away when you decide to undress;

...More comes in next post..:) Till then happy dressed body.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Void, Emptiness, and Nothingness;

I find myself in Void.
I see emptiness filled in me.
Appears scary in first glance…
By and by I realize that is my trueness;


Other than void and emptiness, nothing appeals more than nothingness,
All relationships, deeds, activities are just superficial,

I am what Void is,
I am where emptiness is everything;
Off late, I frequently visit my new home called Emptiness..

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Copy of 'Me'

A cloudy evening in Redmond,
Walking back home from work,

Nearing my home, a few minutes away,
I see, a copy of Me (Venkat, my name in short), has went forward and unlocked the door,
Double checked myself, Am I here or really reached home and went inside,
I figured out, ’Me’ still walking to unlock the door;

"I tried to analyze, why this did happen:
A copy of me running ahead and unlocking the door;
No apparent reason was figured out, so the incident forgotten"

Again, after couple of weeks,
It happened, Copy of me re-appeared,
At the same scenario, and same gestures,
Copy of me went ahead and unlocked the door,
This time I really observed the incident deeply,
Yes, there is a Copy of Venkat went ahead;
But unlocking the door is not real; it did not really take place; it is virtual;
Opening the door has happened inside me, it is not just a thought or a mind game;

This incident has truly unlocked untouched, unopened and unseen doors in me;
Since then I see a Copy of Venkat, try to differentiate the one I think actually IS and the Copy Venkat.
Still trying to locate who is where;
Meditating to recognize the Actual Venkat and Formed Venkat

Let me see, when I can update you with this Test Results!!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Disease called EGO - with bug fixes

Consciousness is one's own true identity.
Yes, Ego is the single source of identity of your social being.
Ego is the conscious ID card for your social being.
Ego isn't a disease as it is, as posted earlier in this blog.
Apparently, ego is dangerous than Cancer, when you cannot think anything beyond mere Egoistic life.

Now I can see non-egoistic life, an un-diseased life,
But now and then I still find falling sick of this disease;
Comparatively, Venkat is better now;
He is cured,
Meaning, he is not completely alright, but he is alright in his incompleteness.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Inviduality Vs Behaviour

Why do we behave?
It is to be with and live with soceity.

Society??? What is it? Mainly grouped with people.
Why do we have to learn in first case to behave and to want others to behave?

Well, people from one culture are brought up or grown up in a paricular method or by set of rules, so as others.
As long as you are not moving in with different culture people, you might not get chance to behave.
To avoid culutural combat, we (people across all cultures) adopted to a certain behaviour, so that no one annoys others.

Makes Sense!!
Do you mean an individual doesn't own any behaviour model?

No, he does own the same model that of his culture.
To communicate among persons of same culture/community, he might need to learn,
from parents or schools, of how to behave.

All right!
Then, what is wrong with behaviour?

There is no harm in behaving as long as it does not kill one's individuality.

Okay, how does one identify that his behaviour is dominating his individuality?
Symptoms are, one does not enjoy with himself.
It is difficult to be alone.
He/She can not spend time with out thinking for atleast 5 minutes.
And so on...

Be an individual.